sudden 1 week break again~~

im enjoying my 1 week break atm...Deepavali break kononnya~~
suppose to enjoy my break on 25-28th October 2011, but somehow our super nice lecturers are postponing their classes on 24th.
So, basically the whole week itself we claimed as HOLIDAY~~
oh yeah, im kinda envy for those who are able to go back home by bus/ car. *super jealous*.
and i HATE AirAsia, MalaysiaAirlines, Fireflyz for not doing chepo air ticket promo :(
Talking about holiday, it wasnt totally a break for me (i think most of my friends are feeling this too). There are TESTS awaiting for us after the break and not forgetting: handing up our FYP proposal right after the Deepavali Break.
No mood to STUDY~~
Reality is cruel~~
Recently watched kinda lotsa dramas and series~~ More to come.... Trying to balance my works, assignments, studies and outings

1. Forensic Heroes III

2. My Sister of Eternal Flower- i know this is kinda old drama but it's in my external HDD and i haven't watch it yet~~

 3. Super Snoops

4. The Vampire Diaries (Season 1, 2 & 3)

5. How I Met Your Mother-Season 7

6. The Life and Times of A Sentinel- i also just realised that i havent watch this drama when im sorting my external HDD but not really start watching yet~~

我会更好 by 王心凌 [Lyrics]

心慢慢慢慢碎掉 聽你說不愛的宣告

呼吸刺痛著心跳 你要我怎麼笑

眼淚開始往下掉 這是面對不是求饒

脫下紅色的圈套 我不想再討好

假裝愛著又怎樣 

只是用我的心傷 成全你瘋狂 

解釋就算了吧

那些黑色的謊話 你帶走就好

愛不再重要 

堅強的安慰自己 沒有你的我只會更好 

愛別來打擾

忘掉你的擁抱 愛過了就好

我決定走掉

任眼淚狂飆 

心慢慢慢慢碎掉 聽你說不愛的宣告 

呼吸刺痛著心跳 你要我怎麼笑 

眼淚開始往下掉 這是面對不是求饒 

脫下紅色的圈套 我不想再討好 

假裝愛著又怎樣 

只是用我的心 傷成全你瘋狂 

解釋就算了吧 

那些黑色的謊話 你帶走就好 

愛不再重要 

堅強的安慰自己 沒有你的我只會更好 

愛別來打擾

忘掉你的擁抱 真心的微笑 

愛不再重要

認真錯過了以後 傷口是最美麗的記號 

愛別來打擾

我把標籤撕掉 換上新的眼毛膏

我會過得更好 

眼淚在狂飆

會過得更好 

會過得更好

sometimes...

nostalgic

taken during CF Family Camp : 6 Sept 2008.

3 years~~~
acne, scar, teasing~~~

endurance and perseverance~~~

简单-复杂

a simple and yet meaningful message shared by my friend :)

好久不見 by 陳奕迅

歌手：陳奕迅
作曲：陳小霞
填詞：施立
編曲：C.Y. ,孫偉明,陳珀

我來到 你的城市 走過你來時的路
想像著 沒我的日子 你是怎樣的孤獨

拿著你 給的照片 熟悉的那一條街
只是沒了你的畫面 我們回不到那天

你會不會忽然的出現
在街角的咖啡店
我會帶著笑臉 揮手寒喧
和你 坐著聊聊天

我多麼想和你見一面
看看你最近改變
不再去說從前 只是寒喧
對你說一句 只是說一句 好久不見

拿著你 給的照片 熟悉的那一條街
只是沒了你的畫面 我們回不到那天

你會不會忽然的出現
在街角的咖啡店
我會帶著笑臉 揮手寒喧
和你 坐著聊聊天

我多麼想和你見一面
看看你最近改變
不再去說從前 只是寒喧
對你說一句 只是說一句 好久不見

我很好,那麼你呢 by 王心凌[Lyrics]

夏天 一個人的球鞋
能不能走到 我們笑鬧著的海邊
海風 吹過你的身邊
變成一種想念 在我的世界盤旋
天空 已經哭了幾遍
我才漸漸明白 讓自己了解了你的離開 是愛
你 (你的微笑姿態)
還 (還是默默的存在)
在 在我心裡某一塊
愛 (不再是我們的)
還 (還是要勇敢期待)
在

我很好那麼你呢 想起的我是怎樣的
當初哭著分不開 現在都能用微笑釋懷 (輕輕問候著)
我很好那麼你呢 離開我 要比從前快樂
眼淚是記得而不哭了是懂得 我們都會幸福的
天空 已經放晴幾遍
我才漸漸明白
讓自己了解了你停止的 是愛

你 (你的微笑姿態)
還 (還是默默的存在)
在 在我心裡某一塊
愛 (不再是我們的)
還 (還是要勇敢期待)
在

我很好那麼你呢 想起的我是怎樣的
當初哭著分不開 現在都能用微笑釋懷 (輕輕問候著)
我很好那麼你呢 離開我 要比從前快樂
眼淚是記得而不哭了是懂得 我們都會幸福的

我很好那麼你呢 想起的我是怎樣的
當初哭著分不開 現在都能用微笑釋懷 (輕輕問候著)
我很好那麼你呢 離開我 要比從前快樂

眼淚是記得而不哭了是懂得 我們都會幸福的

final year 1st sem [6th week]

seriously, i dont know where to begin...

it's 6th week of my final year first semester....

went to see my FYP supervisor today. I really thank God for His blessing: providing me such a helpful and kind supervisor. Even though my FYP doesn't as easy as it seems, i really feel blessed as my supervisor willing to guide me in every little detail regarding my project. She even said that she wants me to think instead of directly giving me all the concepts and procedures. Such a thoughtful supervisor i have. It's gonna be a busy week for the next 2 weeks as i need to hand up my proposal by 4/11. 

Got over with my LI poster presentation last Wednesday. It was fun where lecturers and people are curious about what and where you did your intern. The very first question they asked is: 'Sarawak huh?? Why go so far???' I was smiling and answered, 'because im Sarawakian'. lol.  It was a great day where the REAL fire drill happened on that day. An air-conditioner burnt off and the whole school was in woo-haa on that day. Thanks to Mr. Badri because he went to smack the emergency glass to turn on the alarm and injured his hand.

Went to industrial visit on the 5th and thanks to that: i need to settle my report within hours. We went to a company that manufacture aluminium casting. Yeah...ALUMINIUM again~~ and did i tell you that my FYP also dealing with ALUMINIUM??? im gonna fall in lurve with ALUMINIUM for the next 8 months.

Had a dinner with NICHOLAS!!!!! Awesome bro back from USA~~ Feel glad can spend a little time for him though im kinda busy last week. 

My manual driving skill is getting better. Practice makes perfect. Kinda proud of myself cause i seldom drive manual car (maybe once a year??) since i got my driving licence. Oh ya, i dropped one of my elective subject and gonna clear my elective subject next semester. Hopefully im doing the right decision. Signed up for CF Family Camp. Woot. Gonna be the very last time im joining such camp in my university life :) Deepavali Break next week. Feel tempted to fly back home but thanks to the expensive air ticket, gonna say a goodbye to that temptation. Will update on my brother's convo and Family Trip in my next post. Stay tuned.

left or right??

when you're in between two groups....
you tend to choose which group is more important...
but each time when you're trying to balance both groups...
something bad will happen..
at a point when you feel you gonna lose both groups...
you are just meaningless for both groups...
and you come to a state...
alone, depressed and keeping silent....

:X

final year seems so FREE.... but itz not..

so many stuffs pop-up out of sudden...

life o life~~

decided not to join 30 Hour Famine Camp in campus this time... yeah... thanks to that: i manage to rest even more :)

went for jogging.... and really disappointed with my record today... gonna build up my stamina la wei...

Bro convo this coming Saturday and im so excited with it...

but im gonna start feeling stress with my studies.... gonna recap what i've learnt for the past 3 years~~ itz tough....

my laptop facing some problems too...i dont have much time to bother bout it.....

oh well, i should stop complaining though....