i've gt new IC...

went to renew my 18 years old Identification Card (IC) last december and i gt it today~~ haha...noticed a huge difference between the new and the old one. Of course, old one looks yellowish n brownish where as the new one look super duper blue.. haha... the face also looks different.. haha... told my dad the picture inside the new IC looks more pretty liao. Then he said, 'later police catch you because you took other people IC'. =.=ll anyway, say bye bye to the IC with a short hair gal.. haha..

2011 CNY Break~~

Happy Holidays Peeps~~ oops... not applicable for those who are still working.... 


How's your weekend gone so far?? haha... Sorry that i've been missing from this space for almost 1 week plus... So many things to write, so many things to say, so many things to share... haha..


Starting with material night on last friday. It was a blast one. Will update more on my following post (hopefully i keep my promise). Then went for Penang Trip with my Ji Muis and coursemate. It was fun and of course i did spend $$ too. 


Had Sabbath Day on Sunday and i really keep my brain SHUT DOWN. haha.. Monday class was as usual... 3 hours class in the morning and that's it.


Tuesday is the MOST hectic day for me. Morning 10am class till 6pm... Thanks to the lab on Tuesday~~~ Enjoyed my lab this week. Dealing with clay processing method. Get to play with some pottery and seriously i get mad with the OLD machine. Keep press with my damn leg and it doesnt work at all!!! Imagine i need to suffer that for more than TWO hours~~    

Went dinner with my heng dais after my lab. Went to Raja Uda for tom yum but too bad the shop is closed. Then we went for curry mee but it's closed too. Ended up we ate in a new shop in Autocity. Luckily the foodie didnt disappointed us ^^

Reached campus almost 10pm and started doing my lab report (results part). Then celebrated one of my ji muis burfday. haha.. She was busy doing her lab report too and asked me to help her to print something. I kept telling her that im planning to wash my clothes, so please inform me if she happen wanna come my room. Waited my another ji mui to finish her meeting around 12.30am and we headed up to the room with lighted candles cake (: She was so surprised as we planned to celebrate her burfday after CNY. Although it's simple celebration and a very short 30minutes, i could feel the happiness and surprises in her eye. Once again, HAPPY BURFDAY LENG LUI JIA YEE!!!!~~~ 

Continued doing my lab report at 1am and thank God that i manage to settle it by 5am and get to have a rest for almost 2hours plus. Woke up at 7.30am and caught the USM shuttle bus to main campus at 8am. Actually i entered the wrong bus but the bus driver is kind enough to help me to get my stuffs on the bus and i reached main campus around 9am something. Grandpa JJ fetched me to the airport and i saw LOTSA KOREANS and~~~~ we're on the same flight. I saw Siaw Ping too and had a great chat with her. Haha. I sat on the last row of the plane. Seriously, i dozed off once the plane is on the air. Reached LCCT and had McD for lunch. Thanks for Siaw Ping for accompany me and we had a great chat moment. haha... Never though that my flight is rescheduled for 1hours plus from my actual flight. Thanks to AIR ASIA!!! =.=

The air steward and stewardess are very kind and very friendly. The most important thing is the air steward is very HANDSOME. lol.. Too bad im too tired to look at him as im trying my best to have some rest~~

Mommy fetched me at the airport. Ate home cook and slept around 10pm plus.

Wednesday woke up super early to do some laundry. Too bad i dozed off in the living room in noon and had a great dinner with the family and cousins~~ Thursday also did nothing (mostly housework lor...).

Friday did nothing also. Feeling tired and dozed off at 11am sth for 6 hours~~ Night went to fetch my twin sister, went dinner together with her and mom then went shopping with dad following after his dinner with the colleagues. Didnt buy anything but i get to try some shirt on. Tried this a-bit-like-cheongsam. lol..

Had a great chat with my twin sister and we went shopping together the next day. Haha.. Bought a tube and a belt for my dress~~ Nothing much~~

Sunday went for breakfast and shopping with the parents and twin sis  again. Once again, i tried the shirt but i didnt buy it. HAHA!!!

 

Today get go kai kai and tried some nice shirts. Helped to do some house chores and playing around with my nephew. He's getting heavier each day. Fed him porridge today and bring him playing with the swing. Getting naughtier each day but his cute-nest can clear everything. Every time tell me 'ball ball' when he saw something round shape, even the lantern outside my house. Lol... Less than a week i need to go back to my reality world. Can the earlth STOP for a moment?? hmmp...

Gonna get back to zzz. Tomorrow need to accompany mommy to market ^^ Nitez peeps... (will update soon)

You are my Father by True Worshipper [Lyrics]

Verse 1:
It doesn't matter where I run, You're there for me
It doesn't matter what I've done Your love's for me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace

Verse 2:
It doesn't matter where I go, You walk with me
It doesn't matter when I fall, You cover me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace

Chorus:
You are my Father, Provider
You're my Deliverer
Your mercies embrace me, surround me
Through Your everlasting love
Father I worship You
Father I worship You

And Your love is for me
And Your love is for me
And Your love is forever

How to CURE your damn ACNE???

Recently lotsa my friend asking me: Are you on diet?? Why do you look so skinny??? Your face look more smooth... and etc....

Ever since i entered uni life, my face skin is getting worst and i'd gain my weight. Determination and never give up spirit really testing my patience all this while. At a point, i really feeling wanna just STOP and give up.


[July 2008] This is how i look when im entered uni life...pimple o pimple :(

[January 2009] This is me during my 1st year 2nd sem~~stress of uni life kononnya...

[July 2009] 2nd year 1st sem~~getting better as im taking Doxycycline~~

[April 2010] 2nd year 2nd sem~~

[August 2010] 3rd year 1st sem~~Pimple hunting me again and again...Ups and Downs~~ Start taking Nimegen...

[October 2010] 3rd year 2nd sem~~

[ January 2011] and currently ME^^

Seriously, there are lots of time that you'll feel depressed as people kept on saying about how serious is your face. There MUST be UPS and DOWNS in your life and you cannot avoid it. Courage is all i can say. Do not ever look down on yourself. Be confident. I hope this post can give some encouragement for those who are still trying to improve your acne problem. There's nothing impossible. 


I wanna share the product i've taken before :)
First i consumed Doxycycline 10mg for half years but it turned to be a bad news for me. So, i've stopped  taking medicine for 3 months and back to meet my skin specialist once again. Then i continued to take another medicine: nimegen. Taken for 6 months AGAIN!! and it gave me a positive feedback. As for cleanser, im using Cetaphil and Nanowhite Toner to clean all the dirt that stuck on my face surface. Currently im using b.liv pore reducing serum in order to reduce my large pore and for sure, it took a very very LONG time for me to recover and im still waiting for my final result.


For every effort you put in, there'll be a result: either it's good or bad. Do not expect the result within one or 2 days. Be patience and NEVER GIVE UP. Hope this will inspire you all and will give encourage you to do it. I do HOPE miracle will happen on each of you one day ^^


* i know the pictures might scare you of but i try to share my before and after effect. 

Happy Thaipusam Day

Happy holiday peeps... errr... Should i say Happy Thaipusam day?? lol... Too bad my friends in Sarawak doesnt have this holiday >.<

So basically, what u did today?? Oh well, im really a dead meat today. Slept from 12am till 10.30am. Then went for meeting at 11am till 12pm something, had my lunch, online awhile then get back to sleep again. Then woke up around 6pm, went to friend's room then online again. Had subway for dinner. Thanks to my friends for buying that for me =)

Okay~~ i know that's pretty bored... but im really blessed that i get to rest rEst reSt resT and REST!! lol...

been missing from this space for some time dy. Every time feeling want to write something,but the laziness struck me again and again..recently busy with uni life plus studies...

the most HAPPENING thing happened was saying goodbye to wei way T.T not much i wanna share here... just all the BEST to her in her new working environment :)

wei way and me during her farewell 

Take care peeps..

Brilliant~~

Good morning peeps~~

Anyone of you wake up at 5.30am today?? Oh well, i do. Guess this rarely happen to me unless during the Finals. Thinking back when we're in Primary and Secondary school, our parents used to wake us up every morning in order to reach school before 6.45am. As my mom is a teacher, oh well, i need to reach school earlier compared to other kids who are still in their dreamland. During 6th Form, i need to reach school by 6am due to prefect's duty.

Surprisingly, i am able to wake up super duper early today. Oh well, imagine that i slept around almost 2 am and by maths i just had 3 hours plus of sleep only. Stomach pain and uneasiness really bother my sleep. Other than that, i think that the must-complete-lab-report syndrome is hunting me.

Set my alarm at 6am but i happen to woke up at 5am!! Oh well.... blame me for not doing my report early. I didnt feel sleepy at all (where i thought i will) when im rushing to settle my lab report. Im suppose to use 2 hours to settle the discussion part and settle the conclusion part when im in the class later. Kinda surprised cause i settled everything within 1 and a half hours.

So, went to wash my clothes ;) I no need to worry of my dirty clothes in the pail dy. Feeling kinda fresh to wake up early in the morning and start disturbing some human by saying Good Morning. Lol...

It's a great day by blessing others and im happy by doing that. How Great Is Our God!!! This words kept on appearing in my mind. Oh well, maybe i used to complain a lot and hardly to appreciate lito tiny thing. Recently i feel that i angry less (still angry at certain things) but LESS~~ Feeling it's worthless by angry at something where you can just forget bout it.

Tonight will be an AWESOME CG Dinner at Stephen's house^^ This week has been a little busy week and i can sense that more to come in following weeks. Things never get simple. Challenges awaiting you each day and you need to face it. Less homesick and thanks to the workload :) But yet, im still counting down and itz 12 more days back home. Hehe...

Till then, i'll update soon ^^

im tired..

okay... this title appears again~~~ at least better than im homesick or im emo...

seriously... im in those conditions now... really miss home badly. Guess it's my 1st year 1st semester syndrome attacked me once again~~ i shouldnt be emo but the LOVE i had at home really makes me emo even more... i miss my parents, my family, my home and of course the land i was born and grew up...

today is exactly A WEEK i came back here-campus and i can say that i sleep on time- either 12am sharp or before 1am or earlier than that... things like a ABC for me once again. I need to learn new things again this semester and somehow im feeling VERY TIRED at the beginning of the semester. My timetable is not as pack compare with previous semester but im feeling i need more rest. Maybe i havent cope with the campus life yet.

Back in campus, i ate 6 times out of seven in campus cafe. Surprised?? Yes?? No?? Yeah... Been hanging around and eating in campus cafe. The food wasnt as bad as i though. As least, i can sense the simple-home-cook and i manage to save my money. Recorded down my expenses throughout this and last semester, it's pretty obvious that i've been spending A LOT!! Of course, im really grateful that my parents are there for me, handle all my expenses in my uni life.

Thinking of new year resolution, well, i havent really reflect back 2010. I not a person that wishing for a BIG thing in my life. As long i can survive and sufficient, i should be grateful with that. 2011 is another year for me. Doing better in my life and spending more time with my family is for sure.

Last week has been a hectic week for me. Not sure im gonna share my almost-miss-the-flight story or not, but im sure i'll blog again when im back home for CNY. Went to find my school's dean and deputy dean  regarding the student exchange application, sadly to say that they didnt approve my application due to certain issue. Oh well, i accept their decision with my open heart and i know He will give me a better plan in future ;)

Regarding the internship application, im still praying for it. Hoping the company will notice my application and will take me as one of their trainees. I do not hope for high allowance during the internship, but just hope that i can get a place back in my hometown and the allowance is sufficient for my transportation (fuel price kinda high nowadays). Pray for me ya~~~

Studies~~~ Im not in the mood yet but im trying to stay awake in class. I promise to myself that i wont skip any class for this semester (except for the late-back-campus and early-back-home-for-CNY) as i bought the ticket more than half years ago. Of course, try to improve my poor result.

Friends have been very kind to me. Lurve you all. Without you all, i think i'll just keep quiet for the entire semester.

This semester i spend more time in my room. Somehow i dont feel like going out like i was last time. Most probably i wanna save more money for my final year backpacking plan ;) Things are getting busy each day. Assignments and assignments kept on hunting me and im not in the mood yet. I really need to adjust my mood back.

Good news for new year is i no need to take any acne medication again. At least im free from feeding myself 1 tablet per day. Been very careful with the food consumption for this half years. Avoid from fried stuffs (but i do take some once a while), chocolate, sweets n carbonate drinks. Haha... but for sure some of it i DID take once a while. Life would be bored without food la okayyyy~~~

Starting with repairing my skin and so far it turns out well. Braces treat me pretty well too. Each day it transform to a better one and of course, thanks to daddy and mommy for paying the bill.

Lab report is waiting for me and somehow i dont feel like doing it. Somehow i dont understand why we need to do such a long report every week and discussion part must be different although we're in the same group. Oh well, human is insane.... i know...

16 more days and im flying off once again. Skipping 3 days classes are quite dangerous, but i know i MUST take that risk. Cannot wait to meet my old friends and of course i think i will spend most of my time at HOME!!! =) Will update soon peeps- when im feeling like wanna says something out loud... Thanks for reading ^^

TAKE CARE!!

Awaiting CNY to take another family photo.

Just LOVE~~

Love is true. Love is painful. Love is not easy. Love can be messy. Love is powerful. Love can change you. Love is difficult. Love is commitment. Love is what hate is not. Love learns. Love always listens. Love doesn’t hold onto the wrongs. Love overlooks the sin. Love looks into the heart. Love can be gained. Love can be lost. Love is possible. Love forgives, every time. Love doesn’t lie. Love is always worth a try. Love makes you laugh. Love makes you cry. Love hurts so bad. Love can’t be explained, but love can be felt. Love knows. Love is unconditional. Love accepts you just the way you are. Love protects, defends and fights to the end. Love prefers. Love will sacrifice all for the sake of another. Love is not afraid. Love is full of courage. Love begins with God, then it starts with you. Love takes time. Love doesn’t make sense sometimes. Love is beautiful. Love can be ugly. Love shows kindness. Love is not blind, love sees. Love is compassion. Love can be desperate. Love is discovered when you are broken. Love is in the little things. Love is caught in the most unseen moments. Love is deep, never shallow. Love lends a hand. Love feeds the hungry. Love doesn’t think of itself first, but always others. Love doesn’t demand it’s rights. Love trusts. Love lets go. Love doesn’t blame others. Love takes responsibility. Love doesn’t hold grudges. Love doesn’t compare. Love always believes. Love is risky. Love is worth taking the risk even if it means being hurt. Love is a lesson. Love is all we have. Love feels. Love is distant. Love is close. Love is in every heart. Love dreams. Love encourages. Love is crazy. Love makes you do crazy ridiculous things. Love sucks. Love is a drug. Love is everything. Love bleeds. Love was hung on a cross for all our sins. Love doesn’t see fault. Love gives you what you don’t deserve. Love hates. Love loves. Love is madness. Love is lonely sometimes. Love speaks. Love is silent. Love is loud. Love is discipline. Love is uncomfortable. Love is humble. Love enjoys. Love has fun. Love eats. Love sleeps. Love is an adventure. Love brings peace. Love doesn’t judge. Love embraces. Love gives big hugs. Love smiles. Love dances. Love is always down to help. Love is there for you when you need it the most. Love cares. Love is alive. Love is full of tears. Love makes the heart heavy, like right now. Love will heal with time. Love doesn’t need an answer every time. Love prays. Love hopes. Love never ever gives up. Love is repentant. Love is sorry. Love gets back up again. Love tries. Love pushes you to your limits. Love is scary. Love doesn’t work out always. Love can teach you a good lesson. Love is better than lust. Love gives everything it has. Love doesn’t hold back. Love is not cheap, but costly. Love is a choice. Love is not forced. Love doesn’t take advantage. Love respects. Love always seeks for the best interest of others. Love is giving up what you want, for the wants of another. Love is a promise unbroken. Love is your word. Love doesn’t play games. Love is serious. Love isn’t learned in a day, but learned in a lifetime. Love will make you get on your knees. Love waits. Love moves on. Love is hard. Love is generous. Love kills. Love brings life. Love doesn’t point the finger. Love looks within. Love always wins. Love grows. Love is example. Love is faithful. Love is understanding. Love is full of grace. Love is truth. Love gives roses. Love is finer than wine. Love is found in Paris. Love is lost in life. Love is creative & love creates. Love is a struggle. Love comes and love goes. Love gets mad. Love sometimes yells. Love is brutal. Love is affection. Love transforms. Love is sex done God’s way. Love is pure like a newborn baby. Love is childish. Love is mature. Love is being yourself. Love is loving yourself. Love can. Love is freedom. Love is radical. Love is rad. Love can lead to war. Love will defend the poor. Love is just. Love always does what is right. Love is coming clean. Love is new every morning. Love is there every night, you just have to look for it. Love is in the darkness. Love shines like the dawn. Love is warm. Love is cold too. Love repents. Love is willing to change. Love does what is necessary. Love doesn’t just talk, it walks. Love can feel like a jail cell. Love comes in different forms is expressed in different ways. Love is a language. Love serves. Love is quality time. Love is a gift. Love is heard. Love is physical, don’t be afraid to touch. Love plans. Love is also spontaneous. Love is a surprise. Love is wise. Love can be learned in every life experience good or bad. Love makes the heart happy. Love can’t be taken away, unless you let it. Love is something else. Love doesn’t focus on self. Love is God. Yes, God is love. Love yourself, then you can love others. Love is a golden rule for life. Love is life. Love is family. Love is true friends who love you not for what you can do, but for who you are. Love is what we were created for. Love is big. Love is not noticed. Love is stealth. Love is all around. Love is a song. Love is a presence. Love is worship. Love gives glory. Love always has a story to tell. Love looks like Jesus. Love doesn’t always feel good, but it is good. Love is fearless & faith-full. Love is drama haha. Love takes two. Love is infinite. Love forgets. Love is not full of itself. Love is not addicted, love is self controlled. Love hates evil. Love will not boast or brag. Love is the kindest person you will ever meet. Love is real. Love keeps it real. Love is truthful, it doesn’t beat around the bush. Love is in the eyes. Love can be painful to look at. Love makes priority. Love is not the shape of a heart, love is in the form of a cross. Love isn’t a job. Love isn’t a project. Love just is. Love is who we are, love is what we do, love is perfect even though we are not perfect. Love knows no excuses. Love doesn’t live a lie. Love is a raging fire that can’t be contained, neither explained. Love is worth it all, love gives it all, love is all I want, love is all I need. Love is everything to me. Love I’m still learning. Love I’m still failing. Love you force me to keep going, even when I mess up. Love messed me up. Love is simple & complicated all at the same time. Love is tiring. Love also energizes. Love is up. Love is down. Love makes your heart pound. Love is magical. Love is passionate. Love hurts like hell. Love can feel like heaven. Love makes mistakes. Love is failing, but learning to try again. Love is willing to suffer. Love is willing to lose it all to gain it all. Love is death. Love is resurrection. Love is to die for. Love I could keep going, but I will stop here. Just love.

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.

01.01.11

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~

owhkay... i wished u all in the previous post dy.....

guess everyone went somewhere special to celebrate this special day..

Went breakfast, went to market, n took my nap (guess itz my 3rd nap within this semester break)

bla n bla n bla... finding company address for my internship (which i did it few days ago)....

and bla n bla n bla.....

finally settle with all the letters~~~ in 2 hours (i guess) includes printing, cutting, glue-ing, pasting, folding n etc.... still have lotsa emails to be sent out ): actually im not feeling stress but somehow some of my friends gave me stress. sien... whatever it is, im so glad i can settle this thing before i left home.... ignore the pink mattress... was enjoying my time doing this thing while watching tennis final match between federer and nadal....almost lying and plan to zzz there tonight..lol....

need to pack my stuffs soon... OMG!!! i dont want to go back.... =( but i have some serious stuffs to settle once im back uni.... almost midnight now... bed time... owh, itz raining... tata!!